Lost in love..
2014 image, NH4
Maybe I am too careful
Maybe I am too lost
Love brings realization
Happy
Maybe I am too careful
Maybe I am too lost
Lost in images
Lost in my own world
World full of dreams
World full of thoughts
Thoughts are ephemeral
Thoughts are colourful
Colourful fabrics
Colourful memories
Memories of soul
Memories of childhood
Childhood never returns
Childhood designs life
Life is short
Life is a song
Song playing on radio
Song and rain
Rain and conversation
Rain and tear drops
Drops of burnt amber
Drops of illusion
Illusion distort reality
Illusion shattered
Shattered like glass
Shattered dreams
Dreams and sleep
Dreams of unknown
Unknown fears
Unknown strength
Strength of survival
Strength of Self
Self abandonment
Self love
Love gives strength
Love accepts and heals
Heals the life
Heals the soul
Soul inspired
Soul connection
Connection of dreams
Connection brings smile
Smile is infectious
Smile travels distances
Lost in my own world
World full of dreams
World full of thoughts
Thoughts are ephemeral
Thoughts are colourful
Colourful fabrics
Colourful memories
Memories of soul
Memories of childhood
Childhood never returns
Childhood designs life
Life is short
Life is a song
Song playing on radio
Song and rain
Rain and conversation
Rain and tear drops
Drops of burnt amber
Drops of illusion
Illusion distort reality
Illusion shattered
Shattered like glass
Shattered dreams
Dreams and sleep
Dreams of unknown
Unknown fears
Unknown strength
Strength of survival
Strength of Self
Self abandonment
Self love
Love gives strength
Love accepts and heals
Heals the life
Heals the soul
Soul inspired
Soul connection
Connection of dreams
Connection brings smile
Smile is infectious
Smile travels distances
Distances
created by ego
Distances bridge
by love
Love brings realization
Love makes us
happy
Happy
Realization
~~payal~~
Poetry form: The Blitz written for poets on the page # better late than never
PS: In this format,till the 47th line thought just flows..and then last word of 48th line becomes 49th line and the last word of 47th line becomes the 50th..and the title is the first word of 3rd line and the first word of 47th line joined with a preposition or conjunction..
Poetry form: The Blitz written for poets on the page # better late than never
PS: In this format,till the 47th line thought just flows..and then last word of 48th line becomes 49th line and the last word of 47th line becomes the 50th..and the title is the first word of 3rd line and the first word of 47th line joined with a preposition or conjunction..
How I wished..
2012 image,Goa
Vibrating waves
Conversation muted.
With every wave,
I have to return
back,
At Sunset,
Vibrating waves
Transmitted the
messages.
Connections weakened.
Words crashed.
I leave the lines
of communication open.
the sea throws back
Everything
that belongs to the
ground.
To where I belong.
While gazing at the
sea,
How I wished,
To be my sane Self.
crystal wings
2013 image,NH4
The fizzy atoms
rise in the void
fills up to the brim
and spills all around
Boxed and Marooned.
Conditioned responses
Merge with chaos.
The tainted pages
of a diary
and the pebbles
on the glass top
reflects the mood
Parched ground
desire to seek
the personal touch
that dissolved
in oblivion.
The buddha laughs
and the windows open.
Smell of the
burnt words,
fills up the newly painted
room.
Smiles replace
the mild melancholy
And the light shine
On the crystal wings.
~~payal~~
written in response to the prompt at poets on the page.
The fizzy atoms
rise in the void
fills up to the brim
and spills all around
Boxed and Marooned.
Conditioned responses
Merge with chaos.
The tainted pages
of a diary
and the pebbles
on the glass top
reflects the mood
Parched ground
desire to seek
the personal touch
that dissolved
in oblivion.
The buddha laughs
and the windows open.
Smell of the
burnt words,
fills up the newly painted
room.
the mild melancholy
And the light shine
On the crystal wings.
~~payal~~
written in response to the prompt at poets on the page.
Peace
Come,
Let’s walk in the sun.
Alongside the roads
Where life pays
for each breath.
Come,
Lets spread some happiness.
On crossroads.
Where the life
stops and merge.
Come,
let's enter their world
With kindness and compassion.
Keep your hearts open.
There is so much to learn.
She is Sr. Soraya who is so fond of her geese. :) We met her when she used to take care of the kids who were mentally challenged, each with a distinctive quality of their own.
“Their parents don't want to keep them.” We could feel it in her voice.
You should have seen how her eyes twinkled when she spoke of their pain,and the pleasure she got in helping them.
One day she told me that she was getting transferred to an old age home in Old Goa.
*************
We went to meet her one afternoon. She introduced us to sister superior.
“She is Sister Fatima. She is a nurse too and takes care of our inmates.
....And sister,they are our friends from Caranzalem.” We felt connected to her the moment we met her a few years back on our daughter’s birthday. Love just flowed.
These sisters are taking care of their inmates who include old women and old nuns, a few ducks,hen and geese, some dogs,a dove that sadly went out and was eaten up by stray dogs,a parrot, beautiful flowers and old trees of Adam fruits and Chikoo. They have a vegetable garden too in the backyard.
She took us to the chapel.It was beautiful! She said, “You know,it’s not our house. This house you see, is a property of the archaeological department that has neither abandoned nor takes care. The department that is least bothered about the maintenance of the place.”
“The tall ceilings, and the doorways are so difficult to clean. And repairs?Forget about them. They stand there with pride and the dust accumulates.” I thought.
“It’s so difficult to reach them.” She said with her graceful smile.
**********
We had a sneak peek into their world. They took us upstairs in a room full of positive vibes. A Bible in a corner, a flower vase, antique furniture.
“We have our timings here. Time to pray, time to eat, time to sleep.”
Sister Soraya served us fruits,biscuits and soft drink. Sister Fatima joined us in the conversation and told us about her experiences as a nurse in a very small village that was too far from the city. “No medicines were available there. If I gave them crocin,they got better,no matter whatever the reason was,they healed themselves with faith. There are no strangers there, only God sent angels to share their pain.”
She told about the tales of deliveries she handled, all alone, in absence of medical facilities. She told about a young boy who accidentally got hurt and came to her all in blood and how she stitched his deep cut with regular needle and thread. It was her kindness and love that cured them.
You must visit her once. Her smile heals.
*************
They told us about the grass beads that they use for prayers.
“It’s so costly. We get it from Calcutta. He’s the only supplier.”
They showed us the places we never had thought of visiting otherwise. Sister Fatima took us to a window,which they called their secret place from where they saw the four hundred year old ruins that stood against the changing weathers while a part of them was shattered.
*************
We came back with a promise to meet them again soon.
“God Bless You.”
They said with their warm smile that reached our hearts. We felt blessed. Really!
~~payal~~
all images are taken at St. John of God, Old Goa.
Perceptions
2014 image,Goa
Somersaulting winds
from the unattended field,
feels like needle pricks.
Signs of rusted existence,
form natural boundaries.
**********
Following the signs,
making way through blinding dust,
new pathways emerge.
Embracing the obstacles
towards our destination.
**********
**********
~~payal~~
tanka for poets on the page
A sand castle
2013 image,Baga beach,Goa
A sand castle, artistically built with imagination, invested
time and collective efforts of cheerful youngsters, while creating memories of
happy days and carefree life, comes crashing down as they demolish it within no
time before leaving their city of dreams that they built so passionately. As if
they didn’t want anyone else to enjoy the beauty of their imaginary world.
Who knows, how life would unfold for them. Years later, they
might be standing in the same place, slightly changed, reviving, reconstructing
and recreating their memories.
Observing them from a distance, I wonder why the creators destroy their own creations.
~~payal~~Observing them from a distance, I wonder why the creators destroy their own creations.
How do I tell her about you....
2014 image,Pune
She called me up
today and in the midst of our conversation had asked me if I liked you. How do I tell her about you...
While cleaning the
dust that had accumulated on the glowing surface of sparkling stones ,you
slipped from my hands on the harsh ground. I
must have mishandled.I should have been more careful.I am so nervous. Sanya
was murmuring while collecting scattered
fragments of the broken vase.
It takes time to get
over certain gifts, given and received with love. Attachments and emotions. Sigh!
~~payal~~
100 words on Saturday 2014- 5: write tribeRed
2014 image,NH4
A leaf shed...
a life led...
a soul fed...
with colour red...!
~~payal~~
Thursday challenge
A leaf shed...
a life led...
a soul fed...
with colour red...!
~~payal~~
Thursday challenge
The beautiful “SELF”
Auditorium was full of audience.The stage was set. Elegantly
dressed in her costume with perfect make-up,long braided hair,and with radiant smile on her
face, Radha was ready for her first performance. All the eyes were on her. As
the music began, her body moved in perfect rhythm as she danced gracefully on
the beats.
Wednesday prompt 2014-5 : write tribe
A thundering applause in the end and a standing ovation from
the audience brought tears in her eyes. Her journey has just begun. She was on
her way to fulfill her dreams. She looked most beautiful that day.Her inner
strength and beauty reflected on her face that was beaming with joy. She was a
student from a blind school whose eyes spoke a lot.
~~payal~~Wednesday prompt 2014-5 : write tribe
Intuition..
2013 image,Goa
Strong vibes,
bring along
subtle messages
and form
images in mind.
****
Beyond,
the strong walls
of reasoning,
I try to listen
to my heart.
****
In silence,
sometimes
the heart sees
what is invisible
to the eye.
~~payal~~
wednesday prompt 2014- 4:write tribe
Sharp
Beautiful morning
A sharp tingling sensation
Silent reverie.
~~~~~~~~~~~
blood on the roses
insanity draped in red
pale light of heaven
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~payal~~
A good deed..
The photo prompt
While Aarush went to
collect the gifts he had ordered, Sapna and Tim went to the sweet mart to get
some fresh snacks and sweets for kids at orphanage. Tim asked Sapna to buy a cheese sandwich for him. While he was about to eat, he saw a small girl, dressed
in rags. He gave his sandwich to her. He wiped his hands with tissue and threw
it in dustbin.
While Aarush went to
collect the gifts he had ordered, Sapna and Tim went to the sweet mart to get
some fresh snacks and sweets for kids at orphanage. Tim asked Sapna to buy a cheese sandwich for him. While he was about to eat, he saw a small girl, dressed
in rags. He gave his sandwich to her. He wiped his hands with tissue and threw
it in dustbin.
Sapna: “You did a good deed Tim. I saw you sharing your
sandwich.”
Tim: “Mom, why do people waste food? I saw so many plates
with food in the dustbin!”
~~payal~~
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