Krishnakamal, Panchgani, 2014 |
I wonder how one memory brings in another, and we dive deep in the pool of thoughts. Often we call it contemplation. While remembering a friend of mine in Dehradun, whom I couldn’t meet this time, I remembered a flower in her garden, Krishnakamal.
I remember how I got fascinated by the charm of this flower when I saw it for the first time in Panchgani, in 2014. It was raining that day.
I had a picture that I clicked then, so I started looking out for the picture of this flower in my saved photographs.
While looking at this flower, all of a sudden memories took me to the day when randomly I had picked up a book in the central library sometime during these days, way back in 2012. Jayadev’s “Geet Govind.” I remember that strange awkward feeling of restlessness that had engulfed me when I read the first stanza of the book, strange sense of longing and belonging prevailed. I could feel the pain! That place was too sacred, and I was all in tears and literally shivering.
I closed the book, and couldn’t stand it anymore. I left the book there in the library, and left with my husband.
All of a sudden I came back to my senses, and now I dwell in the land where words reside. I am wondering how a moment brought in so many memories reminding me of the book that I started to read but was unable to finish.
Clarity reside in our own minds. Stay aware, stay present and stay connected.
~~payal~~
Heard about that book Payal but never read though. By the way, beautiful flower.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Ramya. :)
DeleteVery thoughtful Payal. And it happens with me all the time... I=One thought leads to another and that is how the chain of thoughts make the whole palace :P
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:D Thanks Geetika. :)
DeleteNothing happens without any reason didi :)
ReplyDeleteGeet Govind by Jaidev. Try to find the text book on Motilal Banarsidas Publications (MLBD). Probably some Upadhyay has given his hindi commentary on their text book.
Thank you. :)
DeleteCompelling write. Appreciate this.
ReplyDeleteThanks Martin. :)
DeleteIn psychology of Memory there is something called " Associative memory" You remember things long "forgotten " by associating other things like a colour , a Word, a piece of music or something else. It is said that we never forget anything. It is really pleasant that the first verse of Geet govinda stirred your emotion.A floower too . May be every eventt was cosmically connected and you were in the centre of all those events.
ReplyDeleteThank you for these valuable words, dada. :)
DeleteBeautiful flower, Payal, and interesting thoughts. Memories have a strange way of returning to us.
ReplyDeleteIndeed.. Thanks Darshana.:)
DeleteSuch moments and scent of flowers reminds us of everything beautiful that stays with us forever.
ReplyDeleteThat's true. Essence can never be lost. Thanks Vishal. :)
DeleteLovely flower, and beautiful musings.
ReplyDeleteDamyanti
Thank you, Damyanti. :)
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