Memories connect #MondayMusings

Krishnakamal, Panchgani, 2014

 
I wonder how one memory brings in another, and we dive deep in the pool of thoughts. Often we call it contemplation. While remembering a friend of mine in Dehradun, whom I couldn’t meet this time, I remembered a flower in her garden, Krishnakamal.

 I remember how I got fascinated by the charm of this flower when I saw it for the first time in Panchgani, in 2014. It was raining that day.

 I had a picture that I clicked then, so I started looking out for the picture of this flower in my saved photographs.

While looking at this flower, all of a sudden memories took me to the day when randomly I had picked up a book in the central library sometime during these days, way back in 2012.  Jayadev’s “Geet Govind.” I remember that strange awkward feeling of restlessness that had engulfed me when I read the first stanza of the book, strange sense of longing and belonging prevailed. I could feel the pain! That place was too sacred, and I was all in tears and literally shivering.

 I closed the book, and couldn’t stand it anymore. I left the book there in the library, and left with my husband.

 All of a sudden I came back to my senses, and now I dwell in the land where words reside. I am wondering how a moment brought in so many memories reminding me of the book that I started to read but was unable to finish.

Clarity reside in our own minds. Stay aware, stay present and stay connected.

~~payal~~
 

16 comments:

  1. Heard about that book Payal but never read though. By the way, beautiful flower.

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  2. Very thoughtful Payal. And it happens with me all the time... I=One thought leads to another and that is how the chain of thoughts make the whole palace :P

    Cheers

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  3. Nothing happens without any reason didi :)

    Geet Govind by Jaidev. Try to find the text book on Motilal Banarsidas Publications (MLBD). Probably some Upadhyay has given his hindi commentary on their text book.

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  4. AnonymousJuly 20, 2016

    Compelling write. Appreciate this.

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  5. In psychology of Memory there is something called " Associative memory" You remember things long "forgotten " by associating other things like a colour , a Word, a piece of music or something else. It is said that we never forget anything. It is really pleasant that the first verse of Geet govinda stirred your emotion.A floower too . May be every eventt was cosmically connected and you were in the centre of all those events.

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    1. Thank you for these valuable words, dada. :)

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  6. Beautiful flower, Payal, and interesting thoughts. Memories have a strange way of returning to us.

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  7. Such moments and scent of flowers reminds us of everything beautiful that stays with us forever.

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    1. That's true. Essence can never be lost. Thanks Vishal. :)

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  8. Lovely flower, and beautiful musings.

    Damyanti

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